Sunday, March 27, 2011

feeling stifled

I'm not sure what is wrong with me but I've never felt more exhausted or stilfed in all my life. I feel like I can't wake up and all of my "creativity" is drained away. Which is hard because I'm discovering that while my creativity is gone my life seems "off". I went in to my office yesterday, ostensibly to work on a side project that I've had for 3 weeks now and have only barely started. So I was going to be here and work but all I "felt" like doing it watching TV (via the internet). Needless to say that I'm still not further along in my side project. But I did leave my iPod in my office, which meant that I couldn't sloth around the house doing nothing and listening to a book. Instead I slothed around the house and actually spent time reading, not something that I had done for a while. It felt good.

Last week I disovered that a writing software that used to be only for the Mac was being deveoped for the PC. So cool. I downloaded the beta version and I have to say that it is way cool. I can't wait for the full blown production copy - it will be a well spent $40.

I've started reading a book called "Listening and Caring Skills" by John Savage. I haven't read too far into the book but so far it seems interesting. He starts the book by talking about different levels of how communication is understood. The seems a bit technical, but I'll stick with it for now.

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