feeling blah

I realized something about myself yesterday - I'm a talker. I met a few friends for coffee, three to be exact, and it had been a while since I had really talked with any of them. I left the coffeehouse feeling like I talked the whole time and dominated the conversation. And to top it all off, I feel like I was bragging about how great my life is - which is mostly true. I just felt awful afterwards for being so "in your face". I need to call and apologize to each of them.

With that off my chest, I came in to my office today hoping to finish up a database project that I've been contracted to do. I thought I was making progress, but now I know I'm in far worse shape than I had thought. The hardest part about designing a database is designing the structure to that it 1) makes sense and 2) is stable and 3) is simple and useable (yes, those are one thing). For some reason my heart isn't in this and I'm feeling blocked.

I think I'm going to have to go home and knit for a while.

Prayers:

1. that my road trip will go well (May 5-9) and that I can be a witness to Kate
2. that I will have a positive attitude at work tomorrow